The dearth of blog posts recently is mainly because I have been spending much loads of time playing d2 with whaiwhai. Haha i’m in a good mood because I just rolled a perfect spirit for a 4socket monarch, and now own 3dkeys in my possession so all I gota do is complete the keysets with hkeys and tkeys and go on uber trist with whai.

School’s starting soon, but oddly enough, the feeling has not sunk in. I’m still….around here.

I checked into my accommodation a few days ago. My unit’s block 8 #2-I incase anyone wants to visit! But no shoes inside!

I realize I haven’t blogged about how irritated I was just the other day. I installed diablo and I was like telling myself this time round i’m gonna really own it up and make a perfect hammerdin or maybe a perfect smiter.

So since bnet is full of dupers and hackers and retards, I played single player also to see how I could manage. And of course get the mechanics of sp right too. I played played and as usual for almost any character, a 4 soc polearm is a must for insight (ral tir tal sol) for the lvl 12-17 meditation aura (man godlike) and a 4 soc shield is also a must for spirit (tal thul ort amn) for the imba +2 to all skills, +35pctfcr, +allresists and stuff. And the runes are simple so I gathered everything after like 2 days of hardcore playing.

I was happy and everything, telling myself I’m gonna rape this up and I begin filling in the runes and aloha! nothing comes out of it. Just the retarded+9 to min damage, +fire damage, +%damage to undead whatever fr the supposed insight and some +toelemental damage for the shield. I checked and realized that runewords (infact not all, only a specific few and these 2 happen to be encompassed within) didn’t work in single player.

By then I was already fucking pissed off, but so I was telling myself thats okay. It’s just 2 days wasted. Mayhap I’ll try bnet and get stuff quickly.

So as always I begin with a lightning sorceress to get my farming in normal/nightmare level and then I begin training training training. I trained to lvl 62 within the first day, and by then I had by tal orb and tal mask and tal belt up, pretty much the easier half - two thirds of the entire tal rasha set.

Then I realized I was in fucking Asia instead of USWest. I create a game that clearly says “bring tal ammy” which in US west would instantly click to -any- trader that I want a tal amulet, which isn’t exactly that rare anymore so peopel will come and see what I have to offer (i’d even offer 3 hrs for that). But whaaaaaaaat. In Asia i create this game, people come in and offer all sorts of other things and I’ll be yelling in caps that they’re retarded and stuff and they’ll not even reply. (One even asked what’s tal ammy; he came from fuckin-philippines at that).

Argh I’m still mighty irritated with that. And myself of course. I’ve uninstalled it already. Piss my ass off.

Yea. Piss my ass off. I found myself typing that to everyone who spoke to me on msn that day.

My gosh i feel so loser. You know it’s like every time i want to blog i search for my blog website i will go to my bookmarks section and find the link. i.e. I don’t even know the actual log-in site for my blog and how to access it besides from the bookmarks column.

So for the past week, somehow my com’s stuff got reset or something then i lost it. SO that means i can’t blog because I can’t log in because I can’t remember the log in site. Until my great overseer comes online that is, and helps me find the log-in site again (thanks michelle).

Been bumming around and doing nothing much. Looking back wistfully at school days, looking forward apprehensively at school days (oh the irony). I’m tired of doing nothing, but so am I tired of doing anything at all, so i’ve just been letting time pass.

Oh I’ve been engrossed in the stephen king dark tower series. To the extent that i’m actually -dreaming- of it in my sleep, and that i’m actually finding myself imagining myself as a character in the story and feeling happy that for once i’m away from this oh-so-real-not-quite-so-pleasant world i’m in. And all the talk about the world moving on and how the tower governs our lives - i’m actually beginning to take this in (haha with amusement of course) - actually scares me sometimes. How we may actually be existing in a dimension that is disparate from other worlds that other people are living in. Whole new cultures; whole new civilizations; whole new landmarks of mankind.

Come-come-commala

Rice come a-falla

I-sissa-’ay a-bralla

Dey come a-folla

Down come a-rivva

Or-i-za we kivva

Rice be a grene-o

See all we seen-o

Seen-o the green-o

Come-come-commala!

Come-come-commala

Rice come a-falla

Deep inna walla

Grass come-commala

Under the sky-o

Grass green n high-o

Girl n her fella

Lie down togetha

They slippy ‘ay slide-o

Under ‘ay sky-o

Come-come-commala

Rice come a-falla!

Went on a shopping spree today! (oh man that looked so much like a ‘Girls Pte Ltd’ statement), but well I sorta did! Got my new laptop, got my new watch (not exactly a new watch, just changed the strap because I thought the new watches didn’t look half as cool as mine), got my new phone, got a new bag, got new clothes everything! Not surprisingly I’ve been left with an abyss in my pocket that has sorta sapped away more than what I have earned throughout my entire time in the army so far.

It’s been a busy and long day of course! Haha started off with going with mom for her swimming lessons, where I pretty much bummed around in the water doing nothing and staring at the sky. After which I went to marina with my godparents, mom and aunt to have lunch and walk around.

We ended up playing billiards for a couple of hours, and hung around at the bowling alley just on the other side watching people feed the gutters. Bought a bit of stuff and ate a lot of stuff before we left for simlim to buy all the laptop and stuff. Before going to goldenmile tower for steamboat dinner! Now I’m back home busy with sorting out the stuff.

Ahahaha it’s a good day indeed.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Geašš™ says:
i miss u
which b!tch changed my steam password? says:
well i don’t
Geašš™ says:
somehow
Geašš™ says:
u were damn
Geašš™ says:
ur presence was always noticable
Geašš™ says:
now like wtf
Geašš™ says:
no life

 Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Come Forth My Dreadful One - Disarmonia Mundi

Vanity your agony an angry special place
To rejoice your tears
Infamy lesser breed freestab the vales
Of our common fears
Sonic seducers for bitter abusers
Sinners roll free and collect our greed
With my secret source of wisdom fools
Shall be free

I’ve lost my reason to fly
Beyond the skies of your mind
And what is left of your soul
Oh I bet you’ll never know

Corrode the core of my brain
Discard the lies and the humble pain
A prison made of flesh and scorn
Do you still blame my treason?

Freezing, what do you see?
Paralyze your lonely strain
Straight to me your mind’s eye
A belief of cold sequences
Faithfucked behaviour still deceiving
Freezing, what do you see?
Demonize your inner score
Straight to me your mind’s eye
A belief of cold sequences
Frozen eyes won’t see you cry forever more

Agony your vanity I really don’t know
What is better for me
Democracy of sad believers
Burning out proud ’till the end of grief
Corrosive behaviours for satisfied saviours
Selling our souls for a silver shriek
For your bitter hell I’ve sacrificed
My whole destiny

Concrete melody
Roll the dice of eternity
While I wait to see
The end of the world
I will…

This song is so rare i can’t find it on youtube! Haha but it’s so nice you people gotta listen to it! I’d send the world if I could.

http://www.viruscomix.com/things.html

Sometimes things like these make me feel really really sad. I don’t know. Just go read yea?

I’m pretty proficient at wasting time I realize. Haha i spent actually about 6 and a half hours today studying the mechanics of a 5×5x5 rubik’s cube and a 4×4x4 rubik’s cube, a large part of which was actually spent solving a single 5×5x5 which gave me so much so much so much headache. My brain’s pretty fizzled now and I’m feeling a bit dizzy.

People are back from Brunei! I love my friends. (:

I guess sooner or later people will know of this blog anyway. Haha I realized how much my intelligence has degenerated in the early half of this year. I found myself fiddling with a 2×2x2 rubik’s cube and I can’t even solve it. Man.

Been…going shopping (O__O). Not the kinda walk around the entire mall and end up buying 1 or 2 little things, but the quick and fast and get things done sorta. Haha needed some clothes, needed some miscellaneous stuff..and right now i need a new laptop and a new phone maybe. Suggestions welcome!

Life’s becoming a serious bore. Not that I’m not relishing it. Haha last time when I wanted to meet people over the weekend it was simple and I was almost certainly going to get the roger, but I’ve forgotten that now I’m free even on the weekdays, and I’m beginning to realize that as far as guy friends are concerned, I’m pretty much alone apart from my fellow medicine schoolers.

Right at home now, my mom is my alarm clock. I can sleep through the incessant ringing of a pair of alarm clocks, such that in the army I’ve pretty much left my alarm clock as a display item (not so much a white elephant at that) in my locker. I’m beginning to be worried that I’ll be late for school in the u cos I’m one heavy heavy sleeper. Damn. I’ve been told that a burglar could literally enter my room, rummage through my stuff and leave without remorse. And despite the easily audible creaking of my bedroom door (I haven’t bothered to oil it in years), I’ll still be with alice in wonderland and oz and stuff.

I wonder if the medicamp people are having fun right now, but I’ve found much pleasure these few days going out and spending time with my family. And of course, looking at what I might want to bring to my unit in pgp in less than a month’s time. Haha it’s such a small and cozy 13m^2 place, but I can’t really complain eh? Haha I heard I can’t nail anything onto the walls or anything. Damn it’d be a good excuse to get my dad to buy me a nice big jigsaw puzzle but well =(